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I am an adult Indigo |
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Amanda |
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Jun 8, 04 - 10:43 AM |
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221.141.33.52 |
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acheverie@yahoo.com |
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Hello. I want to thank Lady Mistycah for this page. If this too long i am sorry but something told me i have to tell my story.
As a young girl i knew i was a little different. As a teenager i thought myself as artsy, the type that are always thinking off the wall and a little off topic. And i used that as an excuse to help cope with the fact i never thought myself as intellegent. When i entered University i felt more isolated for i was disapointed that i didn't find others like myself.
During my third year University i began to really feel a change and found the old ways of thinking where damaging to my health. After i graduated i gravitated to things of the pranormal. And amongst the people who knew these things i began to feel at home.
The real shift started after graduation. I was walking down a street in my home town when i felt a light shove. When i looked over i saw a door. At that tiem it was a holistic healing centre. I entered and met someone who is now a very special person in my life and my Reiki master.
It was explained to me what i feel was normal. I always felt others in the room with me or around others. This is something that developed and is stil developing.
When i heard about Indigo Children i researched it for i had to learn more about it. It amaized me and gave me some focun on what i was. Now that was only the start. I was amaized and also a little afraid. There where and are still times that what i see and learn and do frighten me.
That passes and then i move on. What i learned being an Indigo is that life will always find you and allow you to use your gifts. Supressing what you are to conform or not to rock the boat will always end up badly for you. Many times i tried to fit in or ignore how different i was and each time i became depressed, isolated and turned to alcohol to supress the frustration i felt.
I found my way eventually but it wasn't easy finding my way through all the static i was surrounded with growing up. The must do's and must have's are now replaced with a realization of my purpose. YOu know you are on the right path, even if others tell you different, you know. What you do may seem unrealistic, but you know. This knowing, this extra thing will always be there.
Well I've writen enough, more than enough. I hope this helps some of you Indigo's out there.
Blessings to you all,
Amanda |
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