Hello! You are not alone, never believe that. Just because others interupt, upset, reject at times, shows that you are filled with love. You have so much to share it overwhelmes them. I know, I experience it too! You will find what you want, who you want, keep reaching and listening. I know alot about alot and need help too. I am strong because I am filled with love and light. I understand you I would like to help if I can, I just believe I can. Keep rocking, because you rock! Love and light to you..... Yvonne