Never understood what being "saved in Jesus" really means
Ritalin from 5th grade until 9th grade
Therapist for my "self-image" from 9th-11th grade
By that time I bottled up my emotions pretty good to be very fearful of the world at 18 and I wouldn't make progress until my early 30's
You don't get through that without protection, I've been told that I have multiple guides and angels as well as Mountain Lion as my animal guide which strongly took over after I was adopted at 3 months old.
Keep on growing, you have a whole team supporting you.