I wish there was a way inside
Some words that I could find
To let you know what’s going on
And share what’s on my mind
Each time it proves too difficult
I take it as a sign
That I’m not meant to talk because
The sinning is all mine
I cannot bear to life this life
As I am worthless – weak
So I have found a way to end
And make my life complete
I know I’m hurting people
Cos I know there’s some who care
But I can’t take it any longer
And you can’t always be there
I wish there was another way
But it’s not meant to be
Some things just never turn out right
I’m tired of being me

dark, lonely, a poem to my own heart!

i like it a lot