hi my name is kiki andrews i am not all there. ive seen many doctors therepist specialist you name it i've seen and still no body believes me. i see myself in a past life being abused and tautured. i know it is true i see and feel it. i was once a young girl living in the same street as i do now being abused. It was in my past life but nobody believes me. They all think iam crazy. Ive tried many different medications given to me. I've described in detail to as many people as i can to get somebody to believe it happened to me in my past life. Ive even been taken away from my own family a few years ago as people started to think it was something that was happening in this life. 3 months they kept me away from my own family before allowing me to go back. I get bullied at school for being the school freak and even my own brothers join in. Can anybody here relate to what i know to be true?

Hi Kiki,

Hey well done for getting in touch.

I'm really sorry to hear that you are being bullied and that your brothers join in too. That's just not right. No one has any right to bully you for any reason. Can you get help from teachers or your parents to get this stopped?

I think it's horrible that you were taken from your family too. That must have been very difficult for you and for your family. I have to say that I don't think you are a freak or crazy either. Just because you have different experiences from others doesn't make you a freak or crazy. Just because people don't understand what you are experiencing, doesn't make you crazy. Seeing and feeling those memories of abuse must be quite distressing for you though.

It must be very difficult not being believed about it too. While I cannot relate to what you say directly, as I do not have any experiences of a past life myself. I do know what it's like not to be believed about something important. It must be very frustrating for you.

If you want to chat on here about anything that's okay. It is also ok to email me if you want to talk more privately about anything.

Hey Kiki, nice to meet you.
I just wanted to say although I can't relate to yourself I too also know what it is like not to be believed and it's a horrible feeling.
I also believe what you are saying and so should other people. I think you are amazing being able to tell people all about it. It's just a shame no one can really help you as it seems like you have tried so hard to get people to understand.
As for being bullied that sucks. I too know what that feels like. No one and I mean absolutely no one has a right to bully you. You go to school to learn and feel safe. Your school has a duty to keep you safe too and if that's not happening then something should be done. It doesn't matter who you are, what you believe or anything, no one deserve to be bullied and I'm so sorry it's happening to you. Lauries right though. Maybe telling your parents or teachers if you haven't already. It may or may not make any difference but hey you never know till you try. You seem one very strong person so I believe in you. Be proud of who you are and what you believe. You are unique and very special. Don't ever let anyone tell you other wise.

thanks for replying to me you two and for saying kind words. it's really nice to hear you both say you believe me. It is horrible knowing what i went through in my past life. I just wish people close to me would believe me. I wish i didn't see or feel it. Im under a therepist with camhs. i think people think theres something wrong with me, im not ill or crazy. It is real and i wish people would see no matter how much therepy i have or how much medication i take it will not change what is real. I've had many titles given to me. None of which is true. There is no diagnosis i have no medical problem. The latest being psychosis caused by schizophrenia.

hey kiki (great name by the way!) i just wanted to say that although some of us may not have experienced the same things as you i feel that we all admire your courage to continue to get through these things and also your ability to reach out for help, especially when it hasn't always went the way you wanted. Although i cant empathise with all of your experiences i do know what is it like to have been given medical news that you do not believe to be true, i know what its like to not be believed for very serious things, and i also know what it is like to be bullied. From my own personal experiences i know all these situations are extremely frustrating and alienating to say the least however you are never alone, there will always be someone somewhere who has gone through the same things. you are not a freak or crazy you are a very strong admirable person who will get through this!

I want people to take me seriously when i say I was abused. It may have been in a past life but i still was and having to relive it all in this life. Thanku all for the kind words

Hey kiki,

I just want to agree with what everyone else has said, not being believed is the worst and even if it was a past life if you remember it and feel it and are affected by it now then that is completely real and I'm sorry the people around you don't understand that.

I agree you should speak to the school about being bullied, and if the first person you tell won't listen just keep on telling and hopefully someone will do something about it