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The problem I have with your post is that pledging was never a genuine personal interest of yours. Not only did you follow someone else's interest, but you did it TWICE!
Solely based on what I read, I gather that you are an insecure individual looking to merely fit in. You did not march to the beat of your own drum in your young adulthood -- you exhibited no leadership characteristics; and I would be remiss to think that has somehow changed. The ONLY thing you are exposing is your blatant lack of confidence. And you want to pawn it off as though you have been enlightened by your failed attempts to merely "belong." Anyone with any inkling of sense can recognize your pathetic attempt to lay blame elsewhere for the situations that have gone awry in your personal life.
Who shares that they did not make line? If someone asks whether or not you pledged, you simple state, "no." Additional details are nothing but a poor attempt to garner sympathy and a sense of belonging to a circle that she belongs. This is utter foolishness.
You need a better platform.