Hey Kiki, nice to meet you.
I just wanted to say although I can't relate to yourself I too also know what it is like not to be believed and it's a horrible feeling.
I also believe what you are saying and so should other people. I think you are amazing being able to tell people all about it. It's just a shame no one can really help you as it seems like you have tried so hard to get people to understand.
As for being bullied that sucks. I too know what that feels like. No one and I mean absolutely no one has a right to bully you. You go to school to learn and feel safe. Your school has a duty to keep you safe too and if that's not happening then something should be done. It doesn't matter who you are, what you believe or anything, no one deserve to be bullied and I'm so sorry it's happening to you. Lauries right though. Maybe telling your parents or teachers if you haven't already. It may or may not make any difference but hey you never know till you try. You seem one very strong person so I believe in you. Be proud of who you are and what you believe. You are unique and very special. Don't ever let anyone tell you other wise.

hey kiki (great name by the way!) i just wanted to say that although some of us may not have experienced the same things as you i feel that we all admire your courage to continue to get through these things and also your ability to reach out for help, especially when it hasn't always went the way you wanted. Although i cant empathise with all of your experiences i do know what is it like to have been given medical news that you do not believe to be true, i know what its like to not be believed for very serious things, and i also know what it is like to be bullied. From my own personal experiences i know all these situations are extremely frustrating and alienating to say the least however you are never alone, there will always be someone somewhere who has gone through the same things. you are not a freak or crazy you are a very strong admirable person who will get through this!

I want people to take me seriously when i say I was abused. It may have been in a past life but i still was and having to relive it all in this life. Thanku all for the kind words

Hey kiki,

I just want to agree with what everyone else has said, not being believed is the worst and even if it was a past life if you remember it and feel it and are affected by it now then that is completely real and I'm sorry the people around you don't understand that.

I agree you should speak to the school about being bullied, and if the first person you tell won't listen just keep on telling and hopefully someone will do something about it